Crumble

Everything's crumbling.
Nothing to believe to.

Nadir

First time ever.
Being free and clueless is similar but not the same.
Nothing matters for now.
My nadir.

Nothingness

If afterlife is nothingness, then life is forever.
Same applies to after afterlife if afterlife exists.

Peace

Make peace with the past.
That's the only way to moving towards the future.
No matter how sweet and wonderful the past is.
No matter how uncertain and scary the future is.
Future is destination one cannot avoid.

Romance

Everything can be romanticized.
Just add a label; "past".

Embracing the past a bit too many.
Can it be called romantic?

Clarity

Just had a clarity.
All this isn't going to be me in the future.
Not about "be able to change focus after"
More about "is this gonna be useless in the end"